Spring Break!

I'm sure almost everyone is blogging about it being Spring Break!!! I can not tell you how happy I am! I'm not doing much for the break, except for going to Dallas probably for a weekend to do some shopping!!!! That's about it! I do plan on sleeping in though!! I'm just so glad to be out of school! Hardly any of my friends will be here, so I'm going to have to find something to do! More shopping maybe?? That always seems to keep me happy and gives me something to do! haha!.....I know my dad probably doesn't like the sound of that, but Dad you have a daughter who just loves to shop! You know I get it from you! This is the way I look at it.....you know how you like to golf because it is a stress relief and something you just LOVE to do? Well, that's how shopping is for me! If I get upset or stressed out about something, then I just need to go shopping and it calms me down and I LOVE it! =)
So, it's Friday and Spring break has just begun! You know what I'm about to do? Curl up on the couch and watch TV because I'm SICK!!! Yes, that's right sick! I was throwing up with morning and some other stuff....and I still don't feel too much better, even after a 3 hour nap! What a way to start the break!

Right Thing at the Right Time

A couple of night ago, I had been hanging out with some friends. We went ran some errands and then went to a movie together. After the movie, I had to drop off one of my friends at home. We started talking about how busy and crazy our week had been and the coming week was going to be the same. I just started getting sad. Nothing upset me or made me mad, I just start feeling really lonely or kind of lost. It had only been about a week since my grandma died. Ever since her death, it's been really wierd. I've never had anyone close to me die and even though at times I'm fine, a lot of the time I start thinking about how I can't just call her up anymore or anything! So, I dropped her off my friend Kristin and headed home to my apartment. I started to tear up and when I pulled in to my parking spot at my apt. I just started sobbing. I didn't care how crazy my week was or care about anything else for that matter. I just missed my grandma. Right as I started to cry even heavier, this amazing song came on the radio. It was like my grandma was speaking to me through it. Here's what the lyrics are to the song---

I wanted to tell you how closely I've kept the memories of you in my heart

And all of the lifetimes that we had to share

Live, even though we're apart

But don't cry for me

'Cause I'm finally free

To run with the angels On streets made of gold

To listen to stories of saints new and old

To worship our Maker That's where I'll be When you finally find me

No don't you be weary cause waiting for you

Are wonders that you've never known

Just hold on to Jesus, reach out for his hands

And one day They'll welcome you home

And that's when you'll be Finally free Finally free

I wish you were here, I wish you were here

And all of the dreams that you treasure Will soon come together

And that's when your sorrow will find tomorrow

And you will rise again

We'll run with the angels on streets made of gold

We'll listen to stories of saints new and old We'll worship our maker

That's where we'll be When you finally find me

I wish you were here

Isn't that amazing??!! That song came on at the right time! My grandma knew I needed her right then and I know she was there! I love you grandma and miss you so much!!!